Tripping Over Things and Indolent Violent

Try One:

Gretch, queen of the drunken underworld, scurrying madly through rust drain pipes and the rotten organs of Sanctuary One, she spoke wildly of these: the peppered faces of unborn tranquilizers. "I can't remember what I just said" Cried the homeless man, one foot out to kiss her legs and send her kneeling...

Try Two:

Sadly, we woke without you. Rain in the hair, body in cold air shivering fast. Crayola tshirt mechanics, elegant in the ocean breeze (stealing fates all over the fucking place). Go home, but come home soon. Suns rise rarely at the end of the world. I forgot what my reaction was when you told me you wanted to be there.

Try Three:

She broke your windpipe with the blow of a kiss, sharp. "It's a hit or miss!" She cried, oven mitts on her hands, her voice on your skull like sand paper. Wearing a glass of wine, breaking the news, rinsing her mouth of the words that she chews.

Try Four:

Forty-somethings on a Rampage! Kill all Kill all! Kick them in the neck, bash them in the brains, gun them in the knees, cut 'em up cut 'em up baby cut - them - up. "He's what a temper tantrum dreams of being" Rats would say. Scarily enough my head spoke first. Wrapped like mummies, organs in a jar. The simple click, a distant Oh, and hell loose and my bones breaking on cement stairwells already covered in someone else's blood.

Try Five:

It's five o'clock and the survivors are climbing, barely. 

I'll Hold You Don't You Goooooooooooooo

Out loud revelations, being in love. How would you react?  Sometimes I wish I could read your mind, and sometimes I think it would hurt. "Can I tell you that you are the purple in me?" Who did that? All you have to do is-----Woah, wow ow ow ow. Stories of your nights make my head run on cold. Three boys. I'll hold you don't you gooooooo. "I've got a big big big big heart beat, yeah I think you are the sweetest thing". Maybe I'm being selfish. I just want to take it all away. Hello Scatterbrain. Adventure out with me. Adventure adventure adventure. Climbing our way down train tracks to your toes. I entered into a dream. Alright. You're alright. cycles cycle forward. On the same day, L. we're both safe. I'll carry you carry you home. Until i break my back and my face on the concrete and you're able to walk home on your own.

Candles dripping casually spilling their luck

I'm hitting the ground, cracking my brain

Cracking my skin, the old woman I am.

"When our kite-lines first crossed, we tied them into knots and to finally fly apart we had to cut them off. Since then it's been a book you read in reverse so you understand less as the pages turn". Charisma and wishes. The outward bound look your voice took on the rain that night, your pain a thunderstorm. I felt like a broken mirror. Can't I do anything for you.

Oblivious Oblivious Olivia, rarely a help always too smooshed on the rocks below you. Smooshed like a pancake, guts all organized and classified. "You fantasize how happy you'd be with a girl tonight. I don't want to see you down I don't want to see you hanging around". 

Eugh. you never cease to confuse me. Everyday there's something new to wonder of, blond blond blond. Red eye. Sweet hand.

"To the bottom, dear, I have to fall. But you really caught me, you really caught me dear at the bottom where I fall". How do you fair. "Sleep soundly dear, cause I have to go. I'll love you always."

Cleopatra has a long lost love, and that is you. But what is she to do. 

I'm still here. 

Quoted: "The Purple Bottle" - Animal Collective; "Pink Bullets" - The Shins; "I Don't Want to See You" - Camera Obscura; "Part One" - Band of Horses.

Silo

Riley's grandma's farm. 

Werewolf Bar Mitzvah! Spoooky Scaary!! Boys becoming Men, Men becoming Wolves

Le Vent Nous Portera - 10x10 - Purple Bottle - Ballad of a Thin Man

Weekend blood. 

                             Waffle House Adventure. Fuck you.

Driving to closed doors and open doors, smoke wafting

     "Oh my god am I here all alone? But something is happening and you don't know what it is".

Kisses.

Richmond, Va. Sexy dress + sexy hair = anna.

                         Extraordinaires.  Not-so silence, money down the drain. Listening to the dishwasher.

WEREWOLF BAR MITZVAH, SPOOOKY SCAARY. boys becoming men! men becoming wolves.

Bang bang bang bang bang

"Sometimes you're quiet and sometimes I'm quiet. Hallelujah!
Sometimes I'm talkative and sometimes you're not talkative, I know... "

Un Poeme de Jean Riser

Mon allumette electronique

Suce beaucoup de bite.

Ants Ants Ants on my Blood

dumpster blood ants

fluffy tiaras

curb bite

Oh. 

There are some things in this world, captain niobe, that will never change.

And somethings do change.

Excuse me.

Odd techno dance party vs. super odd sex scene on a rock.

Universe book pirate hat umbrella lipstick fluffy tiara table.

Goodnight sir, sweet dreams. bad dreams. wake up. picking up the phone. a boyfriend of bad beer. walking to the train tracks.

I don't want to intrude if you prefer to be alone.

It doesn't bother me.

Oh, bother. oh brother.

"i hate sleeping'' 

and you are still human. elevators.. almost no one comes down here, unless theyre made of stone. hillbilly cannibal, you've made your school proud.

it seems like a stupid place to get mad about.

UVA foxfield lawns sundresses for 150 and birds.

so we need machines and they need us, is that your point councillor?

why don't you tell me what's on your mind.

there is so much in this world i don't understand. so much of you i don't understand.  but maybe thats ok.

I'm breaking this body down, it isn't mine.

Everyone is heartbroken.

A gift from one of the orphans.

Saviors, keys, cleared for take off, i feel so relieved you made that decision and went into the room.

Don't give up on him.

Don't give up on him.

Don't give up on him.

Who are you?

Drum solo.

airplane city dashed with spices, over-thinking and loss.

chopsticks. maquettes. you do not truly know someone, until you fight them.

or, version two: you do not truly know someone, until you shower with them.

program backdoors, back alleys and taking the back way (wertland st).

graffiti coma exciting.

Look at you. you turned out alright didn't you. oesophagus suit yourself.

Bingo.

Candy from a baby.

Heads cracking on railroad tracks and frat boys tearing up their shirts over small things.

boy, your the curb-bite of all situations. escalating escalating.

'sometimes things need to escalate'

and i agree.

In the Flowers

Return of a curly vagabond blond

Excerpts from "Ostensibly Shingles"

Darcie Darcie Darcie Darcie

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Day One November 23rd:
"the rash remains.

symptoms include headache and feverishness.

frequent naps, tire, and bitchiness as well."

November 27th:
"visit to health services established the rash is going away. verified that blood work would have to be done to diagnose shingles. it is pretty well accepted that it is shingles.

my therapist as well as my roommate’s therapist are very concerned.

the rash was christened “steve” early this afternoon. the agreement was reached after a similar response over the phone. by nightfall, steve has reached a brownish color. steve’s swelling has also decreased. however, olive, steve’s sidekick remains a pinkish color and raised texture. olive resides to the left of steve, bordering the left of the body.

tomorrow is the last day of pills. ointment awaits."

December 2:
"steven has disintegrated into a slight discoloring. shingles symptoms fade.

an overall feeling of less grumpiness prevails. a satisfying nap between the hours of (approx.) 6 to (definitely) 9:54pm was a key component.

waking up to a potent amounts of frankincense developed an intense dry throat. discomfort lingers

a loud, scratchy cough appears to be developing. juice helps, but i think the only antidote is time. penicillin?"

- Ostensibly Shingles -

Darcie Wilder

You've Become Austin Scarlett!!

Katie Returns!!

and then

oh scary scary doll face scary scary doll face. and i'm not cool enough for you.

chucky 4:

attack of the scary hipster doll

i just got the finest of payback ----  for months of Hurt Feelings.

scary doll.

C

Crumpling dollars crunching bones creeping you out

To be in a world without Consequences

Or creationism, but that has nothing to do. Except for you.

Critical Crash Landings

"i was walking on feet
just like my fathers
and my knees were trying to reach you
at your mothers
cause my nose was screaming that you
smelled like a lover
but my hands were happy to treat you
like a brother then" animal collective grass

TRISTESSE / JOIE c'est comme ca

The magician apologizes to the audience -- he forgot the magic rope for his rope trick. BUT, luckily he had chicken for lunch, so he'll use a chicken bone, say a magic word and turn it into a rope with a knot in it.

The magician shows the audience the magic box inside and out (er, a Kentucky Fried Chicken box would work well). He can also let them examine the chicken bone (if he's comfortable that no one will break it).

The magician places a chicken bone into a magic box. He says abracadabra but nothing happens. He considers for a moment (consults his magic puppet or assistant if he has one) and realizes he should have said Alaka-chicken.

He places the bone into the box again. He reminds the audience to help him remember the correct magic word. He waves his magic wand over the box and says Abraca-chicken!

Oh no! (either the assistant or the magic puppet or the audience can point out that he's used the wrong magic word again).

What can it mean? What happened? The magician looks nervous and tells the audience that Abraca-chicken is a very advanced magic word... he wasn't ready for magic that advanced.

The magician reaches into the magic box and pulls out a chicken bone with a knot into it. (remember, it was supposed to turn into a rope with a knot in it).

change

je me rappelle du poids de l'alcool sur mes yeux, et de ton corps

alcohol mouth to alcohol mouth

and eggshell hearts all eventually fix

(you're both windswept and tired of this)

i cracked open my throat to let the birds go

and they left granite talons in my shoulders

Watching

Scratch my eyes,

BFFLs + Sistaaaaahhs

watching the watchmen, the truth chair, one and a half hours, END SCENE, breakfast, chalking the sidewalk to polite passerbys, strong arm, james-made basses and bodos, sunburns, work, bubble bath chatterboxing, mumbling nonsense dreaming right off the bat, burger day on a beautiful day, do the right thing, walks to the parking lot, running into cowards, cigarettes are expensiver, office and exhaustion.